“Mummy, I like being part of this family.” The words my 6 year old daughter exclaimed as she excitedly carried her sausage roll on our walk just days ago. I paused, looked at her and thought she must be saying that because we had just bought her a sausage roll (she is a bit of a foodie like me). I questioned her, “Oh that’s so lovely. What makes you feel that way?” “Because I just love it,” and she leans in for a hug…
It was a that moment I realised, we had done it! We had truly created the life we wanted!
You see, six years ago our little family was living a very different lifestyle. We had a house that exceeded our needs, I was on maternity leave just barely making it through the day with two children with high needs, my daughter would scream all night and not sleep and my toddler was in need of constant stimulation, (he never got tired like, never) in which we now understand and have a diagnosis for, but at that time both kids were suffering extreme anxiety as were my husband and I. My daughter had severe food intolerances and developed anorexia, yes you heard it right at the age of one her anxiety and food intolerances gave her an eating disorder and she was failing to thrive. We were also bombarded with so many toxic relationships around us from immediate family members and beyond, which was creating tension and anxiety for both of us. We had a mortgage that was excessive which left us with a full house but completely empty hearts and we were not creating a life that was true to our soul or an environment we wanted our children to grow up in. We were stressed, tired and falling apart. We knew that we needed to make some massive changes and that our children didn’t need the fancy things around them but they needed attentive parents who were able to deal with their own short comings and trauma, inable to create a calmer stress free environment for them to thrive in.
So that’s just what we did. We decided to sell our fancy house (which enabled me to take a few extra years off work to support the high needs of our kids), we began to deal with the toxic relationships around us it started with drawing some very uncomfortable boundaries, which lets say when you’re dealing with narcissists that’s no easy task! There were many opinions flying around about the choices we were making but one thing stood strong, we knew what we were trying to create and we were not backing down. We have had to leave behind many toxic immediate family member who simply will never change and we understand that that’s ok, as we are all on different parts of our soul journeys.
Once our house sold, we decided to take a few months off and travelled around parts of Australia with our two kids and the bare minimum and guess what, in the first week the kids anxiety levels dropped and in that time away my daughter overcame her eating disorder. She began to put on weight for the first time in three months. Removing the children from the toxic environments and seeing them begin to thrive, it was pretty clear we were onto something.
Upon return, we purchased a much more modest home and we continued to peel back our own onion layer further (trauma, pain, emotions) and continued to work on removing all toxic relationships around us. Its funny when you start working on creating the life you want you realise just how much you held on to that was not serving your soul’s purpose and in fact prohibiting your growth. You also gain an understanding of the fact you have been numbing your pain with possessions and trying to find your own value through others, but the truth is, it always started with you and only you.
Throughout it all we have begun to connect deeper as a family and our children are so much more settled as a result of us healing and removing the things that were not serving us. We still have layers to go and that’s ok. We are on our way and beginning to see the fruits of our labour. Honestly, what you do not heal within yourselves your children will show you what you need to work on.
Now you’re probably wondering what this has to do with the current global situation we are all in?
Well, my view (take it or leave it) and many other awakened souls on the planet believe and have an inner knowing that this current situation is a mass spiritual awakening for humanity. We are being given the opportunity to rest and reflect on the life we are currently living. As a collective this really is a chance to change the life we have grown to know and improve our future for the generations to come. Most (not all) of us have become so disconnected from our inner spirit (soul) and the Earth and replaced this connection with material things, toxic relationships or addictions to numb the pain and trauma we carry and the emotions we are trying to avoid.
Well guess what? You can’t ignore it forever…
I understand the fear of change and of the unknown. I have been there many times (different circumstances) but I have been there. I have been asked numerous times in the past few weeks how come you are so calm? I’m calm because I see the opportunities in being still, tackling your inner emotions and hitting rock bottom. There is much more to my story but I have hit rock bottom in the past, to the point where you can’t actually see any other options, yes that point!!! I have numbed my pain and replaced it with possessions, false relationships, addictions and was living a life untrue to my soul, a life that was expected of me not one I was happy with. I have completely reinvented myself and I understand its bloody painful work!
I know there are many that are worried and under pressure about their businesses, finances, health and families and that’s completely valued. Grieve what you need to but please don’t stay there. Please see the opportunity in the stillness to reconnect to the things that truly matter. It’s a chance to reboot yourselves, your families, your mind set and get your shit together. Don’t fear the unknown, understand all things in the universe, serve a purpose and if you have air in your lungs, a place to sleep and something in your belly that is far more than a shitload of people on this planet before the virus.
Use this as an opportunity to see this, reflect and do something about the things that do not spark your soul.
Use this time to think about the lifestyle you live. Do you like it? Do you think working 40 plus hours a week to have a fancy house and a car and do expensive stuff is worth it? Or, when this is over ,could you change your lifestyle?
Do you think it’s ok for a small portion of the world’s population to hoard all the money while children in other parts of the world die of starvation daily? (Puts hoarding of groceries into perspective doesn’t it)!
Is it ok that we grow and produce some stuff locally, but yet import from afar?
Is it ok that many still believe children should not have a voice? So many believe that wisdom comes from age in which it sometimes does, however I know many children who possess the gift of wisdom, you just need to listen. The kids being born are here to get humanity through and show us the way. So many have been born to awaken their parents, I know mine have definitely played a role in my own awakening.
Are you aware that we are all connected? We all receive our energy from the same source. Think of the cosmos as a battery and in order to be alive we need its lifeforce energy to be active within us. This applies to every living thing, plants, trees, animals, anything that is alive. So, if we are all receiving energy from the same source, we are all essentially connected. So when you hurt others and our planet, you essentially hurt yourselves!
It’s time to wake up! It’s time to fix this broken world, but each of us need to start with ourselves first, so take this opportunity the universe has provided to us all, look beyond the surface and heal our wounds and our hearts so together we can create a world that cares beyond oneself.
The choice is yours. Fear or opportunity… love or greed… hope or despair…
I know what I choose and I have faith that many will follow their hearts and inner calling too, so we all can have a future where our children can all say, “I like being part of this family.”
Card 1 Council Of Light
Divine orchestration. Helpers in the subtle realms.
The Council of Light is a team of benevolent beings who are here to assist the raising of consciousness of the planet. They are here to help you achieve your soul mission and are guiding you every step of the way. However, because we live in a world where freewill reigns, they cannot help you without your permission. If you would like their assistance its time to ask them. They can help with all kinds of requests – nothing is too big or too small. Think of them as your personal team of helpers in the spirit realm. They are willing and ready to step in and get to work; what would you like help with? What tasks would you like to delegate to them?
The Council of Light is a team of ascended masters, light beings, angels and guides devoted to raising the vibration of humanity. If you are a lightworker it is from them that you receive your personal mission. Like a spirit world United Nations, they want to thank you so much for doing this work and devoting your life to uplifting the planet.
Pray to them for clarity and guidance regarding your personal mission. Put in your requests and let them go to work.
Work Your Light Activation
Hand on your heart and say:
“Council of Light, I am ready to receive your help for fulfilling my personal Dharmic mission. Thank you for guiding me with clarity every step of the way and for sending me helpers and experiences that delight my mind, body and soul.”
You have a team of loving beings ready to assist you on your path. Just ask for their help, they are literally waiting to intervene. Ask and you shall receive their love and guidance. Choose to work with those who resonate with you for higher guidance. You wont make a mistake if your intentions are pure. Love Alyssia
Card 2 Transformation
Things are changing at a cellular level. Deep healing.
Things are changing at a cellular level. You are not who you were a year ago or who you will soon be. You are between, emerging, half risen, half falling. Keep doing the work, you are transforming.
You will look back at this time in awe. So much is happening in your inner world and within your cells. Its time to release old ways of being that have kept you in fight-flight-freeze mode. To choose a new way of being, where the trauma is not the driving force.
Old childhood patterns are rising up to be healed. As you allow yourself to observe them and feel them without attachment, they loosen their grip and fall away. You are being called to find new ways to self sooth.
Saturn and the Black Madonna and the African goddess Oshun influence this card. Saturn represents destruction and transformation; the Black Madonna represents the underground and all that has been cast aside; and Oshun represents the tender love of the Original Mother. A rethreading is happening. Healing at the deepest levels. While you are in this phase don’t put yourself under pressure to perform. You may need to review your relationships with your body, perhaps even diet or exercise regime, or getting energetic healing support. You may also need to consider some kind of emotional support, as issues from your childhood may come up to be healed. You are deeply loved.
Work Your Light Activation
Hand on your heart and say:
“I allow myself to receive the deepest healing and transformation for change to happen at a cellular level.”
Healing doesn’t happen overnight, there are many aspects of ourselves to heal and allow the light through. If your feeling cloudy, tired beyond belief, achy, or things are simply not flowing and life feels like it has come to a standstill you may be clearing. You need to TRUST in the Divine purpose to this as you are simply transforming so you can lead from a lighter spiritual self. TRUST all that arises and falls away its for your higher purpose. Speak your truth, redefine your boundaries and love yourself deeply for all that you have endured, its for a higher purpose on this planet, Thank you. XXX Love Alyssia
Card 3 The Pile
I love this message, as much as I love all of you that have incarnated on this mission.
You are currently breaking thousands of years of conditioning, in which you choose to incarnate and complete this mission. Your inner beauty becomes you. TRUST in your Divine purpose, Divine timing and know your inner thoughts and knowingness have come from many lifetimes of leading! Your doing amazing, keep going we need you.
Think about the patterns and family conditionings that you would like to put an end to. Keeping in mind that we can not heal another person, but your own healing can cause another person to choose to heal.
You are a unique masterpiece, your lineage is that of beauty, devotion, mystic and devoted to serving humanity and seeding light consciousness all over the Earth. There is no mistake that you are here at this time of great change. Sometimes you need to get out of your own way and TRUST in this.
You are being called to spend more time in nature and take a little more notice of the beauty that exists all around you and continue to contribute your own beauty to the wold in your own way. Love Alyssia
This reading was channelled with love from “Work Your Light Oracle Cards” By Rebecca Campbell, I hope you have embraced these messages that are meant for you. For your own personal readings please see my list of service at www.indigoreiki.com.au
Card 1 Emotional Sensitivity
Honour and respect your deep sensitivity, as it is a gift to all of us!!!
Have you been teased , or felt bad about the fact that your extremely sensitive? If so this card is the angels reassurance of the positive qualities within your gift of sensitivity. For example knowing whether or not a new acquaintance is trust worthy. The angels are working with you to trust this feeling more often and not berate yourself if you’ve disallowed your intuition in the past. You are peaceful by nature, so you naturally avoid conflict and others harsh energies. Ask your angels to steer you towards other peace loving people and keep all others away from you. Honour your sensitivity by surrounding yourself with gentleness in your relationships, media choices, home life and work situation.
Connecting with plant energy, suggested to place a plant next to your bed and allow it to transform your energy as you sleep. Essential oils will work too.
You often get frustrated about your sensitivities. Truth is its an amazing gift to feel things so deeply. You are a credit to yourself and those around you. Don’t be disheartened by your emotions, being sensitive is a super power in a sense as it shows your compassion and empathy to others, which enables you to use your inner strength and guidance. Allow yourself to feel your emotions and release when you need to, it is safe for you to do this. Love Alyssia xx
Card 2 Crystals
The energy of crystals supports you and helps you with your present situation.
This card presents a dual meaning with respect to the term crystal. One or both may apply to you, which you will know by your inner reaction while reading these words. First this card represents the crystals of the mineral kingdom. These powerful beings emit, transmute and magnify energies. For example clear quartz can increase your psychic clarity, black tourmaline is an effective protector, rose quartz opens your heart to love, amythyst raises your spiritual vibrations. This card is asking you to work with crystal energy as you feel guided to: by yourself or the guidance of a crystal practitioner, or by conducting crystal healings for others.
The second meaning relates to people who are considered crystalline themselves that is they are quiet sensitive transmitters of healing energy. Most crystals are young children, so this card could indicate that you are parenting or working with a Crystal child. You may also have crystal characteristics yourself – particularly if you are gentle, soft spoken and a nature lover.
You are supported physically and emotionally by elements of the Earth. We are all connected, everything that bleeds lifeforce energy. Crystals have the power to balance and calm our emotions and energetic bodies. If you don’t have any already you are being guided to start allowing the Earth to support you. If you do have crystals give them a cleanse or start using them again. Love Alyssia
Card 3 Crown Chakra
Pay attention to your ideas, as they are messages of true divine guidance sent to answer your prayers.
You drew this card as the angels are asking you to trust and follow the ideas that you have recently received, as they are answers that you have been seeking for your current situation. You already know the truth and the best course of action to take. Trust this knowingness and take appropriate action. When you honour your ideas, the Universe reciprocates by sending you additional support while you make healthy life changes. This card is also a message to clear your crown chakra, which governs your ability to tap into the Universal collective wisdom. Your crown chakra can become blocked if you dismiss your inner knowledge or overattachment to the 3D world.
“Archangel Uriel, I call upon you know to clear and balance my crown chakra. I ask for your assistance in boosting my belief and faith in the ideas that come to me. Help me in responsibly following through with my Divinely guided ideas.
Your possibly channelling information and dismissing it. For clearer guidance tap into source energy from your crown charka through meditation, chanting “OM” and clear quartz crystals. Love Alyssia
This reading was channelled with love using “Angel Therapy Oracle Card” by Doreen Virtue. Please see my list of services at www.indigoreiki.com.au for your own oracle card reading or psychic reading.